Yesterday my main GI called me to talk about the polyps in my duodenum and to tell me we "need to get the ball rolling". He said he would schedule a few appointments for me. Well damn. They called me this morning wanting to know if I could be there this afternoon. Yeah I work, so that was a no. But I am going in on Friday to meet with the surgeon who will be working on my duodenum.
So weird that I have a 'team' of doctors working on me. Previously I was a relatively healthy person (minus the poop problems). How did I go from being a healthy person to a person with a team of doctors? Sometimes it feels like they have the wrong person. Are we sure that was my colon you were looking at? I look healthy on the outside, so how can I be so sick on the inside? Its almost like my body let me down. Hey I've been keeping up my end of the bargain here! I try and eat healthy, exercise, get plenty of fiber, water, vitamins, organic. . . but then my body didn't keep its end of the bargain.
I am realizing that is a good thing next week is my last week of work. First of it is really hard to be a nanny and have all these last minute appointments. And secondly all the stress of this has shot my nerves. I feel really bad, but I have very little patience with the kids now. A nanny needs to have nerves of steel, but mine are frayed to all hell.
On that note I need to rest before the kiddies wake up. If anything I have been extremely fatigued lately.