While I am trying to enjoy feeling semi normal again, I'm a bit hesitant. I feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop at any second.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
One shoe. . .
I really hope I am not jinxing myself but. . . I feel good. I think I have found the right amount of Milk of Mag to take. I have learned my stool needs to be the constancy of water to be able to pass through the scar tissue. Any thicker and it dams up. All I know is this can't be good for long term. The doc wants to "wait and see" and if in 4-6 weeks I'm still having to dose myself with the milk of mag then he will do a dilation while I am sedated.